Looks like I'm under house arrest, and I'm not even in my own home. ... Xaldin, can I at least go home and get Ryota? He'll be missing me if I'm gone for too long. And I need him. Emotional support and all that.

... I tried. I tried so hard but it still didn't work. Maybe I'm not as emotionally strong as I used to be.

I'm apologizing to everyone I ( Read more... )

I took Charade out to look for him last night, but... I didn't have any luck.

What if... what if he's gone for good and he's back home? The worlds could be in daner again, and we wouldn't even know, yet alone be able to help.

It's all my fault...

I'm not going to the ball. If... if I can't find him by today, I can't go. There's no possible way I could ( Read more... )

[shuffling can be heard, then a shaky sigh.]

I think... I'm going to start minding my own business from now on.

[a pause, then a muffled sob. she's now muttering to herself--it can be heard, but just barely. you reaaally gotta listen, if you care enough to.]

I knew I shouldn't have gone.... I should have told someone so they could stop me.... I'm ( Read more... )